Realized that from my viewpoint, there's a strong tendency towards a single sequence of events. I feel cornered and pushed from every direction but one. It looks like it takes a lot of intent and willpower to overcome the thought patterns that obscure the single path. I had become lazy and indifferent about what's going on in this life.
A few days ago I started to regularly move psi up the spinal channel and imprint the strong will on it. The mind seems to have a significant amount of inertia, though. Usually the effect of will didn't last for too long .. mind would become less clear and clouds would cover the sky again. Last time it took about a year of regular self-suggestion and visualization to overcome a thought-pattern or two. This time I want to do it in less than a week.
Yesterday laptop froze, out of the blue. Today mouse cursor sometimes acted weird and the screen occasionally flickered black. Focused more on being cautious about the psi field. The phenomena gradually reduced and later disappeared altogether.
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