Welcome

The goal of this blog is to motivate myself and others for further practice as well as provide details that might explain what's going on..


Saturday, January 11, 2014

Delivery of pain

A couple of days ago:
Ugh .. a lot of dormant psi. The whole body feels so full of thick psi that it's difficult to force myself to sit at the laptop and do schoolwork. Also, such an uncomfortable feeling tends to make me a bit bitter (psi bursting out).

Today(night):
A wisdom tooth is cutting through the gums. Can't sleep because of the pain. Observed the nerve cells and the way the sensation of pain arises. With intention, turned off one signal .. shortly after that another one. Well, although the sensation of pain disappeared, there's still a bunch of nerve cells in constant firing. This seems to have a constant chain-reaction effect on about 1/3 of the body. This also disables sleep. Listening to music indicates that due to all this noise in the nerve system, one of the ears is slightly less sensitive.

Dad said uncle has probably pretty much recovered from the brain tumor. However, now there's something worse: pneumonia (probably due to feeding him and it being difficult for him to swallow - which is why in the hospital they would've fed him through pipes). Oh well..

1 comment:

  1. Somehow managed to sleep for 30 min or 1 hour. I don't think I can properly study for exams with this pain.

    ReplyDelete