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Monday, January 27, 2014

Difficult compassion

Watched Code Geass yesterday. It's thrilling, though, it looks like one of those typical series where the main character takes actions and the whole series is spent on himself or others whining about the consequences.

With Code Geass, I found it difficult to forgive the actions and consequences of the characters. Took me pretty much the whole night to do that. The practice was not much different from white skeleton meditation .. targeted the cloud of darkness piece by piece, focusing on a piece until it became transparent (allowing golden light to shine through) and faded away, producing heat. With each major breakthrough, furniture in the room snapped.


Sister had also realized that we had been selfish in wishing uncle to become well again. By doing this, we were imposing our own will on him and stopping him from leaving when he might have wanted to. Sometimes there might be a thin line between torture and healing. As it turned out, both of us had let him go roughly at the same time.

Attempted to levitate a roll of toilet paper. Within the few minutes, it just twitched a little. Need more concentration practice.

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