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Saturday, April 27, 2013

From researcher to their own research

A while ago, there was another inspiring levitation dream. Would be cool to eventually fly around between planets and galaxies, in a psychic force bubble.

Visited Margaret again yesterday. She's an extrasensory girl from India.

Rather creepy stories of funeral rituals and black magic from the older times, some of which are probably still practised in more rural areas. She described, how people would reanimate the dead or summon spirits of local gods / goddesses, offer sacrifice and beg for them to restore their honour and wealth and avenge others. This usually involves people from other families becoming ill or dying.

To be honest, to me it sounds more like constructs and tulpas and not gods, goddesses. That's because it would seem logical that someone as great as a god or a goddess is also advanced spiritually. I mean, how could one claim to be a god and control people, who are far more powerful and mature than themselves? It just doesn't work that way.

Margaret explained that she needs our help. Tormented by a malevolent spirit, she needs to take medications just to be able to live through the nights. Several people from her family have died, showing signs of black magic at work.

Looked at her from a broader perspective or something and sensed the presence of a dark, large and strong cloud. This thing seemed several magnitudes larger than Margaret herself. Its power made me think before any attempts of messing with it. Even in case such an attempt were successful, the consequences wouldn't be very good. Someway or another, she has to win it herself .. only then can she be free and independent. Otherwise it's almost like one country attacking another, with the intent to free it from its sufferings.

She knows the solution but she's unsure if that's what she really wants. She would have to give up her normal career and future as a researcher .. and become her own research.

Again, the visit made me really paranoid about my geisting, especially since I would occasionally feel psi intensity boosting several fold. Perhaps that's why these visits usually yield a similar feeling as a long meditation session.

There were 3 of us visiting her. 2 of us sat on her bed. Noticed the feeling of cold in the bed. For the first time, I realized it wasn't physical. It's Yin.

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