Misc

While meditating before sleep last night, I saw a flash of light through the closed eyelids and heard a crash somewhere.

Yesterday people were staring again. It was something like 13 *C, warm enough for just a T-shirt. Later the wind became stronger and had to take the jacket.

Found that in addition to breathing, broadening the field of focus also increases the feeling of heat. No longer felt heat nor cold in the body, just felt warmth in the space in focus, originating from something beyond molecules or atoms.

Double tantra fail this morning. I wonder how I managed to get all this energy to flow up the spine by default, a couple of years ago..    more sports and a different perspective to everything, probably.

A rather windy day again. Walked past a place, where a metal fence had fallen over again (at a construction place). Decided to stop and pull the fence up again. Though, before I managed to, the fence stood up on its own. Looked pretty cool.

Took a longer route and just jogged roughly half the distance home. It felt really good.

Ah, remembered a dream from the morning. Our family was preparing for a more serious hike somewhere. Just before leaving, I found us locked in before one of those lab doors. Without a key, it took me about a minute to focus and open the door with the lock bolt out. Mom and sister: "How did you..?"