Passed the exam this time. Though, the experience was pretty much the same. Same nervousness, similar train of thoughts, still made minor mistakes. This time with the knowing that I would still pass. Didn't feel anything .. no emotions.
Slept a lot during the past couple of days. Tried Jhana to work around the nervousness. Seemingly had some success, though, it still disappeared during the exam.
Called the driving teacher and heard he had had an accident .. somebody shovelled in from the rear while he let children cross the street. He's a cool guy with the ability to change body temperature at will. He won a bet on T-shirt, shorts, slippers for a whole year (from about -30 *C to +30*C).
Thanks to Torig on psychokinesis forum, I think I've found a way to fix the anxiety that tends to source from the stomach area right after eating. I would focus consciousness on the cloud of uncomfortable energy in the stomach. At some point, it would dissolve, blasting a shockwave of heat around the body. After that, I often feel sleepy.
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