An "old" experience

Busy days..

I'm itching for pyrokinesis, can rolling and levitation practice. There just isn't enough time for these during the upcoming days (satellite stuff).

This happened a few days ago, but the more I think about it, the more interesting it seems. I wanted to practice Trataka on a candle, took a couple of candles and a matchbox. I had the feeling that I could light a match with pyrokinesis, but I simply ignored it as I really wanted to get started with Trataka already. Stroke a match against the edge of the matchbox. Nothing happened. Stroke again. Nothing happened.

Then I gave a suspecting look at the match. Match head didn't begin to glow. I thought: "Why doesn't it light up?" At exactly the same moment, the head of the match started glowing from the center, lit up and the match burned out real quick. I had to blow it out, but as I did that, I also blew out the candle =(. So, I took another match and the same thing happened - it took seconds for it to light up and it wasn't at first even glowing at the spot that I stroke with.

That's what I want to try again.

At higheriam's table, Wyrm asked who had deep blue and who red energy. I thought he meant the colors that energy appeared on the video feed and said: "Sometimes when I push on it, it becomes deep blue and when I relax, it becomes red." Though, he had meant the color of the energy not the color it caused on the camera pixels.

While meditating before going to sleep, I received an image of myself from the outside. The upper half of my body was red and the lower half deep blue. So, I thought I had perhaps become somewhat polarized and started evening it out.

Ah, sister has uploaded her UFO video, here.

After seeing higheriam's table a few times, I remembered that I had an old figure of an Indian god somewhere and I could practice the same thing the yogi had practiced. I couldn't remember how the figure looked like, but by focusing on it, it became more and more clear over time. When I could remember enough details, I found it was Ganesha. It blew my mind when I found out what his tasks were (from wikipedia):

Ganesha is Vighneshvara or Vighnaraja, the Lord of Obstacles, both of a material and spiritual order. He is popularly worshipped as a remover of obstacles, though traditionally he also places obstacles in the path of those who need to be checked. 

This is exactly what I have been struggling with lately. Feeling me put up obstacles for myself. Whether it's locking the psi-wheel while I'm trying hard to move it or distractions (like someone calling, people chatting on MSN) when I least need them. So, I figure that meditating on that figure could have a profound effect on my pk and spiritual path in general.

My Ganesha has grown into a jungle of plants on the shelf.