There's one thing that has been slightly bothering me for a while already. For some reason, KPM Music - Dark Intentions video contains a painting of a girl that looks almost exactly (everything except for the length of the face) like the girl I fell in love with some years ago. She neatly said: "I don't want that" when I offered her a valentine card. I'm still thankful that she helped me out of that madness. Searched for that image via similar image matching search engines, but still couldn't find the artist. Went to bed late due to this research.
Woke up at 7 AM today morning, don't know why. Meditated and then enjoyed the morning sun shining through the balcony. The intensity of feeling love towards everything has grown and along with it, empathy has become more intense as well.
Slept for a couple of hours during the day .. to feel fresh for another 12 hours.
Visited a department store with family again. Shortly before departure, a cloud appeared and we ended up walking in a blizzard. It was fun, but I guess my head caught some cold.
At the store, sister was looking for a traveling bag and I was bored. I targeted a hanging sign. It started swinging quite a lot and seemed amazingly responsive. Though, a moment later I realized that there was an air vent right next to the sign that made it wobble. So, I targeted some other signs that I could slightly wobble (with an amplitude of a few cm). When I looked back at the counters, I could occasionally feel the bags and they slightly moved as well.
Felt quite tired at the store again. Everything changed when we were going home again (I no longer felt like having caught a cold). There were a few moments of jolting slightly out of body. Also, walking down stairs felt almost like it would in water, it took some time to drop to the lower steps. Crossing a bridge felt as queer as it recently has.
Started to translate an article on father's abduction.
I've been listening to Buckethead for the whole day and while searching for dad's article, one of the old ufology magazines caught my attention - there was a man with Buckethead's mask on the cover =P.
When I'm swinging street lamps, I find that I can do it with much greater force & ease, when I empathically split my consciousness, create a bi-location OBE. I connected with what I think of as the ambient or underlying consciousness field, & also sort of feel myself as the traffic light being pushed in one way or another. Then that thing really starts going wildly. When I try to push it solely from my own perspective it sometimes moves, but less so, & with much more struggle.
ReplyDeleteI find that what ever psi skill I work with, it always seems to get down to deep empathy & the letting go of self centered awareness.
I've found that the levitation post you made the other day, inspired quite an epiphany for me. Everything about it seems to ring true. It's like, I often intuit the correct way for me train, but it's not always easy to know if you are on the right track. That article has already helped boost psionic performance & meditation considerably:)
-Owltwelve
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