Delusions

I somehow (I was certain that I had set the clock before going to sleep) managed to oversleep and be 1h late for school. It just meant that I had to rush without having eating anything first.

Ironic, because before going to sleep, I thought I should start paying more attention to how I treat my body, my clothes and my tools. So far I have paid attention to them when they would break down soon. Before that I usually just live in the delusion that they are alright. I tend to prioritize mind over everything physical although that's not the way I actually want to go - I know what it feels like when I reach the dead-end that way and I don't like it (it's just as if I had already experienced that).

Before going to sleep, I discovered that I had a practical I should've prepared for tomorrow. So, the waxing of my boots and PK practice got dragged late. I tried at least something - just felt different objects (couldn't stay with one object for more than a few minutes, because I was just too tired for any more).