Practiced PK randomly on random objects today and yesterday as well. I also practiced forming and moving a bump (or multiple bumps) around in the mattress before falling asleep. Usually, this has been the easiest exercise for me. Most of the time I just have to put some negligible effort into it once and then I can already more easily attain the feelings of objects around me. For some reason though, yesterday it was somewhat more difficult than usual.
I was already tired yesterday and today morning I was exhausted. It could be that I miscalculated my lunch time and had to eat late. I also had to visit the bathroom for 2-3 times during the night and then at 6 AM, I suddenly lost my dreams again..
I realized how I had been misusing all of my stuff along with my body. So far I have used it as if it were just a tool that I can wear out and buy a new one. After coming home, I noticed how my boots had started to wear out, because I hadn't waxed them for a long time. What is more, when my father looked at these boots, he said that they were probably already leaking some water. I said they were not (deluding myself). I guess it's the same reason why I fail to notice when I'm hungry.
I realized how I had been misusing all of my stuff along with my body. So far I have used it as if it were just a tool that I can wear out and buy a new one. After coming home, I noticed how my boots had started to wear out, because I hadn't waxed them for a long time. What is more, when my father looked at these boots, he said that they were probably already leaking some water. I said they were not (deluding myself). I guess it's the same reason why I fail to notice when I'm hungry.
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