Yay, the first two tests are over and there's some free time again. Already used some of it to sleep for 12 hours.
After having experimented with the yoga breathing exercises, I could tell the difference - after a few days of intense studying and going to sleep late, I was so tired that I had trouble keeping my eyes open, but my mind was awake and active. Another thing I noticed, was that I almost didn't need to yawn at all (I was breathing slower than usually, but I still had enough oxygen). I also found it easier to maintain control over movements and thoughts, while I was getting more sleepy every day.
Yesterday, when I tried to sleep for 12 hours, I could no longer change the breath flow (I could just a few days ago) - it had become an automatic timed event. As none of the exercises listed in the Kundalini book worked, I decided to sleep even when I was still breathing via Ida.
I had trouble falling asleep at first because of all the hassles with breathing correctly and just moved a few bumps around in the mattress. I was surprised that even though I hadn't practiced PK for a week, I could feel the mattress, form bumps and move them around quite easily.
I guess that spring has begun - it's so warm and slippery outside. Sometimes it was one leg, sometimes both legs that slipped away. Somehow the rest of my body was always kept upright and thanks to that, I never fell. This reminds me of when a few days ago I slid down a stairway, standing on one leg only (the other slipped away). Another thing that I remembered, was that I once tried to form a connection to ground that would provide me with psi, pull me towards the ground and keep me upright when I would happen to slip on ice. Maybe it did work after all?
Slippery ice made me want to try out some more things. I visualized thorns that provided some extra drag under my boots. I was already almost at school, so I couldn't verify anything. Maybe some other time.
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