I saw a dream that I was away on Saaremaa again, enjoying a vacation with the family. We went to sleep and I suddenly woke up early in the morning, looked at my mobile phone and remembered that there's an exam tomorrow and I have to get back or I'll miss one again. Went to the car and the dream changed, but I woke up. It was almost 8.00 again (a few minutes over) and I was really tired, but couldn't get any more sleep - had to start learning again. I asked it from my subconscious over and over and it didn't make any sense - I still always received the same "Yes" (even if I said I was tired and learning while being tired usually doesn't do any good).
Studied and well, I'm having trouble with understanding this stuff - especially the Noether's theorem and its derivation.
A schoolmate said that he couldn't even find anything about the man called Nöther.
I replied: "That's probably because she was a woman (Emmy Nöther)."
Why do woman-matematicians and woman-physicists make brainfuck theorems anyway?
Studied until I found that I was a bit messed up in the head. I still hadn't understood that Noether, but at least I had rehearsed most of the others before my head gave up. I couldn't write nothing anymore, I messed up everything and probably would have even failed in spelling my own name.
Tried to meditate, but couldn't control my thoughts anymore. I was so over-exhausted that I just saw a boring swordsfight with some other guys - it was boring because I could see both myself and the attacker in 3rd person. I gathered a lot of swords and then just made them disappear.
I was really tired, but I still managed to pull off another focus exercise - I was somewhere where there were two cliffs, one on my left and one on my right. Cars coming from the left had to cross it, so I built a bridge, but at the moment when I got it ready, the right cliff started crumbling down. I had to make the bridge longer and longer, but the bridge started to collapse as well. But then I realized: "Why do I always have to make things complicated. Why would I even need a bridge?" And I made an invisible plane that was coplanar with the cliff edges. As a matter of fact, both of the cliffs were on the same height, so once I created the plane, the other side of the cliff could crumble as much as it wanted - the plane still existed and it was more-or-less infinite (or just very big).
Studied until I found that I was a bit messed up in the head. I still hadn't understood that Noether, but at least I had rehearsed most of the others before my head gave up. I couldn't write nothing anymore, I messed up everything and probably would have even failed in spelling my own name.
Tried to meditate, but couldn't control my thoughts anymore. I was so over-exhausted that I just saw a boring swordsfight with some other guys - it was boring because I could see both myself and the attacker in 3rd person. I gathered a lot of swords and then just made them disappear.
I was really tired, but I still managed to pull off another focus exercise - I was somewhere where there were two cliffs, one on my left and one on my right. Cars coming from the left had to cross it, so I built a bridge, but at the moment when I got it ready, the right cliff started crumbling down. I had to make the bridge longer and longer, but the bridge started to collapse as well. But then I realized: "Why do I always have to make things complicated. Why would I even need a bridge?" And I made an invisible plane that was coplanar with the cliff edges. As a matter of fact, both of the cliffs were on the same height, so once I created the plane, the other side of the cliff could crumble as much as it wanted - the plane still existed and it was more-or-less infinite (or just very big).
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