Auric sight

Meditated before going to sleep yesterday, which gave me a powerful feeling even though I couldn't move much psi around.

While walking to school in the morning, I noticed that some people passing by were looking above my head with amazement. I thought it was something similar to what owltwelve was talking about. However, the people staring at me were not children - one was about 20 and the others were about 40 or 50. Wondering what they might have seen, I visualized myself from the eyes of one of them and saw a slightly expanded golden bud (could've been just my imagination though).

This 4 hour lecture that had been skipped twice now finally took place. It was one of the most boring lecture I've been to, so I just stared at the lecturer for some time. I started seeing a transparent haze around him (I think it's aura because of how I saw it radiating from my knee at Voore). I noticed that every time I looked at him, I saw bright vertical lines and some bright dots floating around next to him (in addition to the haze that he was surrounded by). There was also a line or something on his neck that had more contrast than the rest of his skin.

Then, I experienced an ego slap and felt down and slightly depressed for seemingly no reason. =/ I could barely see any aura and could no longer feel psi very well. Need to boost my motivation again.

Drank kefir and ate nuts with dried fruits. When I did, I started to feel the surroundings again. So, perhaps it was a lack of some nutrients or something instead? 

Stumbled upon a nice Alan Watt's monologue on fear of enlightenment: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUXodFgbDfQ

Edit:

Before falling asleep, I intended on experiencing unity. I remember that it was amazing, but a bit overwhelming. Had almost forgotten it in the morning though, and intended on experiencing unity again. This time I was eating muesli when I started to feel the surroundings again - so, it's not nutrients, it's a mind-block. The experience was more intense than I can remember having before - I saw myself in all the objects on the kitchen table. Being indoors and feeling things that I couldn't see from outside the building was overwhelming at first.

While walking around in the apartment, I noticed that I could feel everything a lot better than I used to. I could swing hanging clothes with almost no effort. I went outside, intending on experiencing unity with other people as well. I remembered that I had blocked myself from feeling other people out of fear that I would unconsciously manipulate with them. However, it no longer makes sense to block a part of me from myself.