My aunt called again. The call got cut at some point again. Sometimes it gets cut for 3 times (as if she hung up). This time she made a pause, I thought she was going to hang up for some reason and the line got cut a fraction of a second later. She called back and asked what I was doing and why it always happens when she is talking to me. I'm usually annoyed by her lengthy talk (30 minutes to 1.5 hours a call) of her daily events that I'm not very interested in. So, I'm starting to think that perhaps it's some kind of a semi-conscious pk or something.
Owltwelve's watershaping video (this one) already looks quite surreal to me - I've only tried it once quite a few years ago and didn't succeed in any noticeable effects.
Took another pk attempt on a candle, as it's been quite a while since I did it last time. Lit a new candle and it .. stood there for about 10 minutes. Then I started to get the feeling of the carpet on the floor, the plate the candle was on and the candle as well. I found getting a feeling of the flame quite difficult again - it seems easier with other objects. When I got it, the flame started to budge a little and slightly change shape.
At some moment I changed the way I was sitting (it got slightly uncomfortable). When I did, I felt brain losing focus of the flame and it leaned almost over the edge of the candle (it was one of those cheap low-profile candles with a diameter a bit less than 4 cm). It leaned some more in directions that I had intended before and it started doing counter-clockwise circles with a leaned flame. It also shrinked down and grew taller a few times. Everything that I had intended before and didn't happen then.
Anyway, it was slightly out of control then (just like trying to move a toothpick on water backward, when it already has a construct that keeps moving it forward). I think I'm concentrating on the feelings of the flame moving too hard or something.
Also, it has been a while since the last time I experienced snapping. While concentrating on the flame (and probably slightly drifting in thoughts), an old TV set that I have in the corner snapped and startling me. Then I noticed that I was feeling objects around me at a couple of meters radius - it was not only the candle I had been concentrating on.
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