Meditation haze

Attempted push / pull on that piece of wood again yesterday. Couldn't do much, because I was rather nervous about the fact that a fellow physicist asked the URL of this blog.

Meditated before going to sleep again. I started feeling dense psi around me and when I opened my eyes, I saw and felt a big construct (like a haze that slightly refracts light) in front of me dissolving. Probably I've seen this before, but haven't paid much attention to it.

Father found a nice documentary on psi fields and healing: http://psychedelicadventure.blogspot.com/2009/12/living-matrix-science-of-healing-movie.html. The page doesn't seem very legal though. Anyway, the documentary answered to quite a lot of questions that had popped up while practicing pk. And it managed to do so almost scientifically (contains several interesting experiments).

While watching the movie, a few snapping sounds occurred and the video lagged at some points (although the whole video had been buffered). It was interesting that I could feel a lag coming and I could feel when exactly would it happen. However, it was difficult to keep these lags from happening. Somewhere at the end of the movie, I noticed that the living room lamp had started flickering. The flickering had almost the same frequency as those lagpoints in the video.

I had left my balcony door open and when I came to my room, I decided to meditate in the cold drafts on the floor. I sat down in a cross-legged pose, closed my eyes and a couple of seconds later I felt myself in a pk mind-state that was triggered by the cold. There was pressure on my 3rd eye area (psi flowed through it). Although I thought my 3rd eye was expanded all over the forehead, I could only feel pressure on the left half of the forehead. The right hemisphere of my brain felt inactive while I was breathing through the left nostril.